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Many years ago, I walked on the campus at Fuller Theological Seminary completely unaware of what to expect. I’d already gotten some ill-fated advice from others about my decision to attend seminary for my formal theological education. A black pastor who’d earned his Master of Divinity (M. Div.) told me, “I wouldn’t suggest you go to seminary. There’s a reason they call them cemeteries. People go there to die [spiritually].”
Not the response I expected. I thought he’d be excited about my decision to immerse in theological reflection and education. Others shared his thoughts—especially others in the African American community. For some, there’s a stigma attached to seminary training. They believe this training shouldn’t be necessary for those who are attuned to God’s Spirit.
In the African American community, there’s always been a real tension between faith and reason. Dr. Riggins Earl, in his work Dark Symbols, Obscure Signs: God, Self, and Community in the Slave Mind, writes, “Black church leadership, since slavery, has been unable to hold reason and faith in critical tension with each other for holistic institutional development and progress.”
What’s a TULIP?
This is part of the reason many in the African American community have been isolated from the teachings of many great Reformed thinkers like John Calvin and Jonathon Edwards. Ask most black churchgoers today what TULIP is, and they’ll point you to a local garden. There’s little thought that goes into the five points of Calvinism, or theology as it pertains to soteriology or predestination.
There were internal and external barriers that prevented many blacks from attending seminary. Internally, many felt attending seminary was some kind of “Spirit-grieving” endeavor. There was no way they’d venture to a place that would hinder their spiritual growth and development. Externally, many seminaries in a segregated America flat out didn’t allow blacks to attend. The same racism present in the Civil Rights era South was present in seminary institutions across the country.
No wonder so many black pastors refused, for decades, to attend seminary. Historically, African American culture has rejected the idea that you need to attend school to “hear from God”. Today, there are many large churches in the African American community who are led by pastors who have little or no seminary training (not that there’s anything wrong with that). Whether an access (not allowed to attend) issue or excess (too much head knowledge, not enough heart knowledge) issue, seminary or theological training hasn’t always been at the top of black clergy’s list.
Making Sense of It All
So as I walked on Fuller’s campus my first day, that history followed me. Those voices followed me. Was I making the right decision? Could that pastor have been right about the lack of spiritual awareness on seminary campuses? Would I lose my faith?
To be transparent, my first Systematic Theology class made me think twice about my decision. Bultmann and other German theologians setting out on a quest for the historical Jesus was, at times, tough to process. But then I started to see how important form criticism and historical criticism were in the exposition of Scripture. I realized that original quest led other biblical scholars to think through Scripture critically. I learned how it helped strengthen Christian apologetics at a time where numerous skeptics questioned the veracity of Scripture.
As I matriculated the M.Div. program, I learned to read Hebrew and Greek, preaching and communication methods, and started to grasp Church history in unthinkable ways. And something strange happened. My faith began to grow. The same place I was told would serve as a cemetery actually helped buttress my already strong faith in Christ. I left seminary fully equipped for ministry.
The Tension Between Faith and Reason
Throughout my seminary experience, I’ve learned to ease that tension between faith and reason—a tension that some African Americans continue to live with. But there are others out there who have learned to navigate it. Ironically, many in the Christian hip-hop community have been the forerunners as it pertains to theological reflection in the African American community.
As a result, Reformed Theology is becoming increasingly popular among black millennials. One of the lamentable facts about the lack of access to formal seminary training is the dearth of substantive commentaries written by African Americans. While I respect and admire our Anglo brothers and sisters for their contributions, I sat in some classes hoping for a day that there’d be a considerable amount of African American scholars and theologians involved in this process. Given the interest in Reformed Theology among young African Americans, you have to believe we aren’t too far away.
As the Deer…
I visited Fuller Seminary recently while on vacation. As I walked into the prayer garden on campus, I couldn’t help but think about the consternation I felt my first time on campus. The prayer garden has an inscription and Psalm that has always stuck with me: “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God” (Psalm 42:1).
That pretty much sums up my seminary experience. Thirst. A thirst for God’s Word and God’s presence. A thirst that an increasing number of African Americans are starting to develop. In attending, I learned that faith and reason can live in perfect harmony. And I’m grateful for other brothers and sisters who have discovered the same.
John currently serves as the Managing Director of the Billy Graham Center for Evangelism at Wheaton College. He also serves as Board President of The Witness: A Black Christian Collective. John calls himself a recovering lawyer and has a seminary degree from Fuller Seminary. Because he can’t get enough of school, he is currently a Ph.D. student at Southeastern Baptist Theological Seminary with a concentration on Christian Leadership. John lives in Chicago, Illinois with his wife Sheridan, son, John III aka Scooter, and daughter, Shiloh.
Any thoughts/responses to the recent #toxicfuller hashtag?
Thanks for your article. I too have longed for more biblically grounded scholarly authors who happen to be black. And I’m reminded of a comment, which unfortunately I cannot remember who made this statement. Their challenge to the listeners was, “It is possible that the leader you are seeking is you.” Consistent with that line of thinking, I’d encourage you (John) and other black seminaries to pursue advanced theological degrees (Th.M., Ph.D., Th.D., etc.) then research and write the books that you desired to read during your time in seminary, making them available for those who follow us.
There is much evidence now that the white churches’ historic treatment of the black brothers and sisters has effected the black Christians’ ability to become full members and leaders of the American bride of Christ.
But when it is historically most or all of the leadership of the white church that is in this pattern of sin then and now, it is difficult for a member to follow what the Bible says to do and what someone like John Piper has written on TGC this morning;
“And if you know someone in your church, in your sphere of influence, who’s walking in unrepentant racism or anti-Semitism or sexual immorality, then you go to that person, you exhort them, and you ask them to repent. And then you follow the steps of Matthew 18, and if necessary, you lead them into church discipline, and if necessary, they get ex-communicated from the church. That’s the way we deal with real-life sinning in our lives.”
My plea to the Church now is that If the “someone” in sin is most or all of white leadership of your church and is covering a racist sin like Founders Baptist Church in Spring Texas is, and then take it to Lake side Bible Church in Conroe Texas and it is the same there, where physically is this Church a member is suppose to take the “someone”s to?
Good article, THANKS. Though I have not embraced the acrostic “T.U.L.I.P.”, or Calvinism, I understand the perspective of which you write. I too am a Black Seminarian, and sorely miss the opportunity to engage in the study of “non-eurocentric” (African American) theology. Let’s continue to pray for, and work for change…